I keep waking up in the middle of the night, wondering why I’m awake. I don’t feel apprehensive or anxious, but I’m wide awake. I had the same problem when I first heard I might have some sort of chronic illness. Not outwardly worried, but always waking up.

Weird how your brain does that to you. I haven’t remembered many interesting dreams, either, but if you want to see interesting dreams, go over to Slow Wave. The cartoons just seem kind of surreal and pointless unless you know that they’re illustrations of dreams that people send into Jesse Reklaw. It doesn’t make them any less surreal, but it does make them more interesting.

Well, one of the reasons I bought a digital tape recorder was to record my thoughts. Maybe I ought to keep it by my bed to record my dreams. My dreams are rarely seedy (darn it) but often interestingly phantasmagorical. (Like the $10 word?) Well, they’re interesting to me at least.